it feels like standing at the tide
the edge of where the surf meets the sand
gazing out into a never-ending abyss
being aware that it is about to explode
the water will reach the sky
my mind is about to be blown
my heart is about to marry itself
and forty-two other people
it's the anticipation of something never before felt
something so big
you can't even begin to imagine
so my mind is in complete disarray
but it is entirely ok
faith to the fullest
faith and trust that it will be perfect
my heart is melting and losing form
to be this ocean
open up and explode
the loudest orgasm in the souls
of beautiful bodies falling in love
in the most pure sense
sharing a story never told
diving in
not even knowing if the ability to swim
is at hand
or even necessary
because to float
and be able to breathe underwater
this is the extent of other beings
seeping in to your veins
flowing through your soul and mind
residing in your heart
too much to even begin to comprehend
so i take the plunge
with the biggest smile on my face
and all of the willingness
to give
and give
and
give