I'm bored and I miss everyone and I feel so weird being alone in this hospital room in the dark. Hospitals are so weird and frustrating. I wish someone was here to snuggle with. I'm sad that this is the end of my quarter.
End of the quarter? Wow. So much to say...
but the most important and worth saying is thanks to my many really amazing friends that laughed with me sooooo much and took care of me, put up with me, cried with and to me, needed me and let me need them, cared so much more than I knew was possible, kicked and peed and were old women, climbed up the rock wall, encouraged me and made me feel comfortable. Let me borrow things and borrowed my things, treated me as a person, were too much fun to hang with, were the best things I ever had :)
Also, going to Jersey Shore to see Ronnie and get spray tans, watching so much GG and loving it & not caring, staying up too late, sharing sleep and being what I need. Being real and imperfect and making me angry and sad but still more wonderful than ever and being irresistible to love. Playing so much Bananagrams & even a bit of Robot Unicorn! Being both bad and good examples, but always being fun... and getting soup and skipping class! Or encouraging me to go to class and pushing me to try to do well :) Not hating me for losing your keys or for all the other clumsy things I do. Letting me live in your room :)
Most importantly though, sharing a mutual sense of real love and friendship - it's the best ever. Sometimes too good it feels, you're all too good. I'm always pretty happy when I'm just kicking back with you...
No idea what the future is about to bring us, but spring time is always a time to look forward to.
Every time I close my eyes I feel like a million different things happen, the sensations are so real that it amazes me it's only my imagination! Huh.......
I love you. times a million. We are so lucky to have each other- all of us. We have such good friends. mmmm. love you babbby babby. wish we were snuggling in bed
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