i just don't know i don't understand this.
i could write in here forever just spewing random phrases that make sense in my head and do nothing for anyone, wasting time as always. but i can't spend a half hour writing an english paper, or even starting it.
i want to feel cut out for this, or just cut out.
i want to go insane and clench my teeth and fists and be mad at everyone.
rawr
i feel the same way. i could spend hours looking at farming internships or other things to do for the summer or talking to people or listening to music or doing whatever except what i should be doing right now. i am so good at planning for the future but so bad at living for the present. isbnfkjasiudghbf
ReplyDeletei = the same way... i kind of fixed it by only doing my work at the library, i spend hours at the library..i make friends with the workers there. it has been the most successful way to accomplishing things... trust me i know what you mean.. i spent 8 hours looking at a blank word screen.. at 6 in the morning i put my face on the keyboard, and just went into a full on cry alone in my room. (1) i knew i had just failed (2) i felt like scum of the earth.
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