sweet love for planet earth

do you remember the feeling you get when things begin to unravel?
like, everything starts becoming more clear, it makes sense and you know its that very moment that it's beginning to make sense because you had to get there through certain experiences and conversations.

i love those moments.

realizing can be scary though.

i can't believe how corrupt the world is and our government especially. i can't believe all of the evil. it honestly is shocking... to an extreme extent.
it's sad to know that certain things, some small and some ginormous, i may or no one may ever know the real truth. but then that's a whole other conversation, i mean what is truth?

i don't know. i think about things in blog form a lot, when i'm having epiphanies or just understanding something or feeling something intensely. it's weird but kind of nice, like i think in paragraph form and i hear my mind speaking the words and typing them. it's super weird but anyway last night everything was a lot more clear and i was writing it (in my mind) a lot better than i am now so bear with me.

the main thing that came out of my conversations and experiences of yesterday was how much i love earth.

i love it. i want to be submerged in it. like... in soil.

i love the smell of leaves. i love being there, balanced on such a beautiful surface.

i know i can't change what's going on and all of the evil and power driven psychos, but i want to learn so much about where i came from and what i'm walking on. i want to breathe it purely. i want to get away and live in it, with it.
earth earth earth
it fills me up when i breathe it in
i want dirt in my skin

i seriously can not explain in words how much i feel this. it gives me an energy like no other.

sweet sweet sweet sweet love