Wednesday, August 5, 2009

you are the moon

it's still extremely hard, and painful
my mind and heart feel entirely disconnected. my mind is thinking, understanding, analyzing, deciding. my heart is fighting, pushing and beating, crushed but determined. it is not fragile, my heart definitely is not fragile, it's a trooper.
my throat is similar to my heart. it is not fragile, it's strong and it fights, but all of this fighting brings aches.
but my eyes are fragile, they can't fight

subtle grace of gravity
the heavy weight of stone
you don't see what you possess
a beauty calm and clear
it floods the sky
and blurs the darkness
like a chandelier
all the light that you possess
is skewed by lakes and seas
shattered surface so imperfect
is all that you believe


it's harder being alone

every day i'm moving forward, of course
i think my heart is like 10 days behind though
in the whole process

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